Hi... this is gonna be a very serious subject to talk about, Its about my mental health and life issues and where I'm currently at right now, My grandma is on the verge of dying shes currently in the hospital and it's impacted everyone to the point I can't even trust no one on each side of my family now except for the ones that's mostly around me,my internet and cable has been shut off, After August 3rd to September 29th I was on my way from recovering from a extremely toxic relationship that strucked me as a human being and its effected me to the point I think every day "is this where I want my life to be in the future,do I want the people that loves me and the people I love to see me as someone different like my friends and family", so after today after my family members showed their true colors I've decided to turn my life to Jesus and God because I don't want my deceased mother and others to see me as someone who draws demons as my protagonist and especially my character pride because he was heavily inspired by me, and also I will be gone for 3 weeks or 3 months because my electricity will be off and also my internet, and it sucks because it's my family members doing this to my father because of issues he has with them in the past,to the point I really do wanna turn my life to Giving it to God and Jesus because the last thing I dont ever wanna see is my loved ones aka my friends and my family seeing me in a coffin eyes closed crying over me I wanna see them smiling and clapping their hands and not seeing me deceased and I felt likei had to type this out to inform some people that's going through toxic or abusive relationships or harsh situations you should always pray and God and Jesus will always love,forgive,and help you even if your in the most harshest situations. 🕊